December 2011
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36960) No matter how many ribs I can count, I...
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Why yes, I did just change everyones NYE plans to...
36852) I hate my body because it keeps me alive,...
“Sometimes I think I was born backwards… you know, come out of my mum the wrong...”
– Effy Stonem, Skins
36586) Fasting is my most effective...
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“And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via taste-my-beating-heart)
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No christmas, just death.
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Christmas.
There once was a time where I loved it, carols the day before, the house decorated, lights, food, fireworks, family, presents, and happiness. But one christmas all the magic was gone. Something had changed, now it is one of the hardest times of the year for me. I still decorate the house, but I don’t enjoy it, there is still mountains of food, but I avoid it as best as I can, carols make me...
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Work today, probably not going to help suicidal...
And I'm still alive....
Fuck! Why does this keep happening, how hard is it for my body just to shut down and never recover.
