February 2012
Anonymous asked: But I can't forgive myself.
Anonymous asked: I purged.
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I am so stuffed right now. Two jobs, a uni course, and finding time to keep myself sane is really taking it out of me. Time for sleep. Wishing you all the best Celeste, I’m worried as fuck, but I hope to hear you’re okay soon. <3
Sorry I haven’t been around much lately, I’m not ignoring you I promise. But I’ve got uni twice a week, on top of working two jobs, and being sick, I just haven’t had the time or energy. I still love you guys though.
I never thought the words “you look much healthier” could be so painful.
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Any tumblr peeps from Wangaratta? I need a place...
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Skip past high resolution nudes to get to vintage cover art, vintage cars, and 80’s movie photos/posters. This is why people think you’re gay Cameron. -__-
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Sugar-free gum does count as a full meal! Always.
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Well at least in last nights dream I didn’t have to watch people being brutally murdered again. This time I just ended up being stabbed in the back with a pair of scissors. Now my back actually does really hurt, I’m starting to think it may have happened.
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Trigger warning
Okay so I’ve sliced up my arms and legs now. Fuck. The carpet is stained, my skin is stained, bandages are soaked through. I could take a bath and drown myself in my blood, that should end it all finally. I just want it to end. Help.
Can I be skinny now please now? Please?
“The anorexic mind doesn’t just magically go away when weight is gained - it gets...”
– Portia de Rossi, Unbearable Lightness (via luuuuucyy)
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“You cut up a thing that’s alive and beautiful to find out how it’s alive and why...”
– Clive Barker
I just realised I was the murderer in my dream last night. It all makes sense now. I feel sick.
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Two questions for you peeps.
1- Who needs cheering up today? 2- Who likes the black milk clothing range?
Well that was a horrible dream. So much death, 20-30 people brutally murdered in front of me, then to have someone die in your arms at the end was just horrible. I swear I could feel her heartbeat until it stopped. Why does the human body function this way? It’s not nice at all, I’m afraid of going to sleep. Also I hope it means nothing and everyone is okay. :/
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Season one of skins again. :D Hoorays. Naww look at baby Effy.
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Reading Facebook makes me realize that many of my friends sound like a massive bag of dicks.
RainyMood.com: Rain makes everything better. →
Eargasm!!
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Surely I am the best friend anyone can have?
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I maybe sorta just applied to work at Disney World Florida for a year. I need a massive change if I have any chance of surviving, and I fucking love Disney. So all you American readers watch out, because I am coming to visit you!
41034) I want everyone I know to watch me wither...
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
I want strangers to remark at how tiny I am. I want my friends to beg me to get help. I want you to notice me and think I am tragically beautiful. And when it finally kills me, I want them all to say how sad it is that I lost the fight, even though I never fought at all.
Did I write this? I think so. My bones are brittle and weak, everything aches, I...
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Me? Someones crush? What on earth was I thinking? Oh man, I needed a good laugh at 3am.
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Just thinking about some of the crushes I’ve had over the years, you know, because I’m lonely as fuck, and then it occured to me that there is a slight possibility someone had a crush on me. I know how unlikely that sounds, but I wonder, if anyone, especially anyone from high school ever had a crush on me. Who know’s what could have happened? Who they could have been? What if...